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| Monday, April 20th, 2009 @ 12:14pm |
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So many emotions running through me.
Funny how the one person you can care about the most can hurt you the most. I'm not sure why people act the way they do...more importantly why girls are so damn catty. This is WHY I LIKE HANGING OUT WITH GUYS BETTER. Drama free.
Hmmm. So first year of college almost over. I cant believe it. I cant believe I survived. There were some good times....but there were also a lot of bad ones. I"m glad towards the end I found out who were true and who were fake.
Oh yeah. Happy 4/20. Too bad I dont smoke weed anymore =]
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| Thursday, January 1st, 2009 @ 2:56pm |
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The night started off with loud music, noisy adolescents bumping into me in John's basment. The taste of alcohol on each of their breaths.
I didn't think I would have a "new years kiss" this year but seems like I did.
HIs name was Matt && we both made out in a wildd swurm of intoxiaction.
But it was beautiful.
New Years = perfect touch.
2009 be good to me. |
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| memories from past summers. |
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| Thursday, November 20th, 2008 @ 11:13am |
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memories <3 too many to count.
Summer 07:
What can I say about Summer 07? It was possibly the best one of my life. It began tragically as a certain person who will not be named dumped me. But amazingly got better. Shitttt I did everythingggggg that summer. Smokedd weed like evry other day. Met maddd peoplee that I will never forget & some I wish I had never met in the first place. I hung out with all the wrong people & somewhere in between found the right ones. Warped Tour? Highlighttttt. I can say that was the bestt of all.
Summer 03: Germany. First time I was away from home for 3 weeks & traveled without my parents all the way to Europe. First time I got a "kiss" even though it didn't count that much because we both had no idea what we were doing. Learned some German. First time I actually got drunk. First time I felt actually "independent".
Two summers that really stuck out.
& boy I miss them.
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| Tuesday, November 18th, 2008 @ 11:51am |
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Hi.
Why do I hate everyone so much? |
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| Friday, November 7th, 2008 @ 10:14am |
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So.
I think I might have just the littlest crush on my roomate.
FUCKKKK.
why must this always happen? |
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| For the first time in my life...... |
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| Friday, November 7th, 2008 @ 12:39am |
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I actually am proud to be a citizen of this Country now.
He didnt win.
WE won.
With his help of course ;)
Never in my life have I seen people cry tears of joy when a President was elected until last night. Fucking OPRAH and JESSE JACKSON were crying! Haha.
Me and Ally were by our window when all of a sudden we hear screams coming outside from people jumping up and down belting "OBAMA! OBAMA!!!!" Jumping on cars and dancing in the street. Ally and I turn to eachother as she says "DId he win?" We turned on the T.V and to my amazement in full red bold letters I read "BREAKING NEWS: OBAMA IS ELECTED PRESIDENT". Now I'm not big on politics but I don't think I ever felt that happy about an election in my life =]
Hopefully, we can now fix the mess this Country has created for us. |
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| nostalgia. |
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| Tuesday, November 4th, 2008 @ 1:48am |
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Sometimes I wonder why you still come back to haunt my dreams.
Sometimes I find myself slipping and thinking about you at times.
I wonder why these things still happen.
Perhaps it was because I could never forget you as much as I wish I could.
I didnt't know what love meant at 14 years old...but I know what I felt for you was real.
I didn't know I would first fall in love with a girl.
I don't consider myself bisexual or gay. But there was something about you I cant't put my finger on.
And as much as I long to see you at times and feel your smooth skin again I know it will never happen.
We can only move foward not backward. |
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| Tuesday, October 21st, 2008 @ 2:34pm |
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This weekend I went to my first college party.
Twas sweet not what I was expecting though.
Too crowded & some girl have Jen an additude. Meh.
Honestly I prefer the good old highschool parties but this will do for now.
Uhmm so you can already guess that this weekend was pretty SWEET. Oh yeah ;) Intoxication at its BEST.
Only downer is that I kinda failed my religion midterm. Oh well. Who needs religion anyways?
Um um. Yeah. Lifes decent =] |
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| Monday, October 13th, 2008 @ 2:40pm |
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So I love how I come home from college & I have the craziest weekend ever.
Um from getting pulled over & questioned by cops TWICE in two days, from seeing scary shit at Mount Misery, from running from hobos, from drinking exsessivley....yeah.
I love my friends =] |
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| Friday, September 26th, 2008 @ 7:42pm |
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I realized the only times I'm truly content are when im with two certain people driving at 80 mph down the southern state blasting burnt CDS of our youth.
my life is just dandy.
and i never thought i would say this. But i miss my homee =/ |
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| Friday, September 5th, 2008 @ 11:08pm |
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to expect the unexpected.
well it is definitly a change in itself, butI feel fine. I feel OKAY. Everything is beautiful up here, and the mountains remind me of when we were in California a while ago. I never thought that the Catskills would bring me such bliss. I never thought that myroomates would remind me of my old click back in highschool. The casual ones. The ones who were smart, kind and most ofall respectful.
Yeah just making this kinda brief because I felt the needto update. hehe.
P.S. I got my labtop finally =] |
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| Thursday, August 14th, 2008 @ 1:11pm |
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I havn't updated this in a really long...just so much shit has been goingo n in my life it is really insane.
I already wrote it all out in my diary, but I suppose I'll give the quick version in here.
Never in my whole life as a teenager would I think I would have to go to the drugstore to by a pregnancy test. But thats exactly what I had to do...luckily I'm nott prego. We wouldn't wannt another Juno story. It was a mistake. I told myself I would never do it without protection but I did and the person was the wrong one to do it with. I guess I'm now one of those girls that regretted thier first time. My mom found the test in the garbage not to mention.
Funny how all this should happen before I leave for College. Well other things have been goin on but that is mainly the jist. Not gonna drink for a while..had enough of that. Even though I know thats probably gonna chnage but what can ya do?
Peaceeeee. |
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| *Breathe* |
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| Tuesday, April 29th, 2008 @ 5:08pm |
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So I belive I'm going to be fine.
I will find a good, nice roomate for College. It is exciting, and the campus life along with the Professors I met seem amazing.
School is almost done. Graduation and our Senior play is coming up. This summer should be the best one I have ever had =]
Everything will be fine.
*Breathe* |
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| Wednesday, April 16th, 2008 @ 4:29pm |
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Okay long time no write eh?
But theres some stuff I need to get off my chest.
SOOOOO...
Why am I such a bitch? seriously?
I'm NOT a bad person. I just have jealousy issues.
I hate feeling some of the things I do.
Like why does *#&*#&@#& person have to come back to school when things were doing fine without her. She makes my friends act all different and everythings bout her. I DONT CARE. find other friends.
And I know #&*#7*** is coming back home soon from her trip.
But I kinda liked not having her around.
It was nice for a change...just me and Suni and Toni and everyone else.
Without her screaming her lungs off.
And acting stupid.
I could spend more time with the girls.
Now shes coming back Friday .
And I should be happy.
But I'm kinda not.
fuckitt.
I'm really not this angry. haha.
well thats a lie, but most of my entries are.
only because thats the only way I can express my feelings.
On a lighter note, this summer should be pretty grand along with THIS WEEKEND! <33
Mehehe.
Kay peace. |
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| Saturday, November 17th, 2007 @ 9:15pm |
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College apps. might just be the most annoying thing on this planet. I feel as if my head might combust in just a matter of seconds =] BOOYAH!!
P.S. oh yeah, hi =] im alive. |
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| And its true. |
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| Saturday, September 15th, 2007 @ 5:32pm |
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i STILL dont give a fuck.
But living my life differently now =]
peace broo. |
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| Monday, August 27th, 2007 @ 3:29pm |
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BLAH.
that is all i have to say =] |
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| Monday, July 9th, 2007 @ 9:21pm |
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I wanted to write about this just so i wont forget this night =]
So yesterday I chilled with Jen <3 Um um lets see her friend Juan picked us up & we really wanted bud soo we called like a million people and no one had & her ex was being a dick but we finally got some in lynbrook. Um, she rolled the bluntt in the car and we went to Ecko Park where i saw Donna =] So we basically walked around the parking lot smoking it and i got paranoid as hell but it was hilarious. I start bleeding on my lip randomly (i swear the weirdest things happen to me when im high) Oh and never go swimming high...cant feel your feet at the bottom & you think your drowning. Anywhoo, they swam (not me) & i walk into the Men's locker room not even noticing until i see some old guy come out completly nude and i see his penis im like WTFFF i freak and a cop is outside like "Uh..ma'am what are you doin?" so i run out scared to death. Donna laughed at me cuz i looked so paranoid. Ahh it was funny.
Then uhh we got munchie food at Umbertos and it was all good =] except if Jen wasnt dating i would gooo for herr =[
BYEBYE. |
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| beginning of the summer =] |
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| Sunday, July 1st, 2007 @ 2:42pm |
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I suppose i should write about what happened last night.
Well, i went to Ryan's party with Kristine & everyone greets us and Angie too. Funny how we went to his party but didnt rlly stay in the party lol. Me & Angie drove around with these guys for a whilee and then this kid Chris starting hitting on me. At first it was okay then it got REALLLY fucking annoying. So when i leasr expect it he picks me up and carries me im like where the hell are we going he says "to my car!" im like "no!" and he grabs me by the arm i obviously want him to let go he doesnt..then i fall on the grass and hes literally holding me down...i was soo pissed so i yelled for Angie cuz he was like suffocating me and she came & stopped him. Fucking prick almost raped me.
ANYWHO, Nelson and Bryan finally came so we leave for AFTER PARTY and go buy Beer, Alcohol, Cigs, & of course KFC. We go to their friend Leo's place and start acting crazy. I get rlly drunk. Make out with Bryan and then fucking he wanted a 3some with me angie and him. But i left cuz shes nasty..and i dont wanna go back out with her. Uhh Nelson starts to molest me which isnt cool cuz hes like MY BRO ...not cool yeah. Leo puts on REALLY bad porn and everyone starts laughing like mad and going crazy. So we stay up late talking outside & smokin and whatnot until like 4 30..Bryan drives us back home at 5 am. I'm sleeping over Kristines.
Her parents bought that we came home earlier =]
All and all it was pretty fun besides the molestation. =] |
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| Friday, June 22nd, 2007 @ 11:21pm |
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Guess whos single again...
woooo.
Not rlly. But fuck it. I spendt too much time crying, and havin puffy eyes but at least Nick & Alex cheered me up and bought me sushi =] <3 |
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